last day

what can i say? today is the last day of the month of july. this month went by so fast that i didn't even have the time to blink my eyes or shut my eyes. i must had been so busy to realized everything around me as the world turned and the days went by. busy at work, busy at home,
busy doing chores, busy sitting in front of my computer, and just plain busy in life. to add to this insult school time for my children is just around the corner. my 45th birthday and then it's fall again. holloween behind it. followed by winter. and then it's christmas again. wahhhh...my gulay...where have my days and years went? i didn't even noticed it...felt it...it's just a blur for me. a long time memory for me. i know i'm not on drugs. but darnnit it was yester years when i still remember being 18 years old. fresh out of highschool. a brand new recruit in the good old united states marine corps. this i do remember well. especially when i was in the booth camp in san diego going through hell. that's when i found out what hell is and what on tarnation gawd
forsaken place i got in. i survived it. all 20 years in the military service. from the war of lebanon to the first war of iraq. and here i am again still going through the civilian life. days going by me.
still feeling that i'm still in hell. burning through life. just waiting fot the day that i will retire or die whichever comes first. i hope everything will turn out okay for me in the month of august.
hopefully not with a big bang but a whimp.
i guess this is it na for me for this sunday evening. time to thy dinner and get some rest before i
tackle another hard days work at my job. i'll see ya all later again. Godbless and chow :P'.

quotation of the day...

"what we do in life echoes in eternity"

- maximus (in the gladiator movie) -