enlighting myself

never like politics...hated it...kept away from it...never voted...but payed my taxes when it's time to file my tax returns. politicians never gives me a boner...wetdreams...the high...due to the fact
that they are a bunch of liars...plastic...and doing no good behind close doors except for the third world country where politicians do it in the open. the weired thing about them is that everytime
they run for mayor, state reps, congress, or the high ends they always promise that they will do this and do that if they get elected only to end-up getting amnesia when they win and in the office forgetting what they promised. funny all the politicians are like this all over the world. they fatten their wallets and their buddies gets more richer. it's one those things that they do behind close doors...their friends gives him or her lots of money when he is running for office...
and when he or she wins...he or she will return the favor to them...it's like i scratch your back...
you scratch my back...normally the favor will be in a corrupt way. this is more perverlent in third world countries...specially in the country i originally come from...the philippines.
even emperor julius caesar of rome...the great emperor and general of the great roman army...
was exterminated because of politics. he hated the politicians and politics all together. never like
them and trusted them until his untimely death by their hands. can't win any war with the politician running the show. for example the u.s. should have won the war in korea and vitnam
but politics got the upper hand on both war and lost the war. they (politicians) say we didn't lose
the war...we just retreated...retreating is just another word for giving-up...or being chicken...
puk...puk...puk...pukkkk.
enough of this subject...it's very depressing...when i talk about politics...the philippines my old country always pops in my mind why politics are corrupt. i hate to talk bad things about my old country...i still like the country...visit it...for vacation or leisure...but won't live there. simply because the country is getting worst instead of better. i think it started when the u.s. gave the country it's independence. everyone from the top to the bottom of the heap that is running the country is corrupt including the rich folks back there. the richer got rich and the poor got poorer.
to add to that missery your either rich or middle class you'll survive. but for the poor you are a goner...kapish...the philippine goverment can't even take care of the social problems in that country...including the higher-ups...because their excuse is that there is no budget to do it. so, then where did all the money went to that is being given to them by other countries including the u.s. to help the social programs back there? in their pockets...friends...secret bank accounts...
amazing isn't it? it doesn't matter who becomes the next president of that country regardless if
he is well educated...an actor...newsperson...a no-name...that country will always be the same.
money corrupts people's mind...turn 'em to greedy fiends...and the temptations is so great. but
then there is always that hope in the end of the tunnel that my old country will go straight...
that's only a glimmer of hope.
today went smoothly for me at my work...didn't have a bad day...and normally thursday is my
bad day...or murphy's law day...had an easy day...not too busy which is unusual...because 4th
of july (stateside independence celebration) only time you can light-up fireworks or watch firework celebrations...is just around the corner...and we are normally busy installing and fixing
phone lines before the three day weekend...it's just one of those days...it's my payday today...
hoooorayyy...my last day of work before i go on vacation...and had time watching some movies with my notebook computer at work...just to kill my time...i ended-up watching the jacket, boogey man, alone in the dark and the cranberries music videos...easy work day for me...shame
on me :P'
got another utterly gross joke i'm about to type...what's the definition of frenzy? give-up?
"an italian with a credit card in a whorehouse"...hahaha...got another one...why does it take four pollacks to pop corn?..."one to hold the pen, and three to shake the stove."...hahaha...one more
what do you call a filipino tnt(tago nang tago(illegal alien)) after ten years in the stateside?...
"atnt" (americanong tago nang tago)....a big hahaha :P'...i hope i didn't offend anybody out there
with my jokes...gotta have a little humor and laughter in life...and a touch of sugar and spice...
to make life go smoothly...in another word a piece of arse...hehehe :P'
i guess this is it na for me again for the mean time. i'll be backkkk againnn soonnn...enjoy life...
because life is too short...nighty-nite...and buns voyage...hahaha...ooops...:P'.

back to reality

sorry, about my blog yesterday. i'm kinda out of my head and not making sense what i blog in my previous blog. it's just my personality. sometimes i'm nuts...funny...or just out of this world.
from time to time i'll be blogging that way. it's just my way of letting you and everybody out there in the web that i had another wonderful day at home and work. even if it's a bad day, i'll still be the same old me. i'm just a total human being. what can i say...life is beautiful.
today went smoothly for me at my work...kinda busy here and there...but still had time to watch
some dvd music concert with my notebook computer to kill my time...getting paid working and
having fun...eheheh...i watched the goo-goo doll concert, a punk-rock compalation video music,
primus concert, incubus concert, mudvayne concert, and shakira live and off the record concert.
don't ask why i bought and watched shakira's dvd concert. didn't even understand most of her songs because she was singing in spanish. but i like the beat of the her songs and the way her band played. but mostly the way she dance. and she sure can dance and strutt her very sexy
body. she's very cute and hot. she's the madonna of mexico, central and south america. to me
she is way better looking than madonna...eheheh.
when i go back to work tomorrow, i'll probably end-up watching dvd music concert again just to kill my time at work. i'm thinking about watching the corrs, cure, talking heads, los lobos, los
lonely boys and ub40. this should be enough for me for tomorrow's work...eheheh...i love watching movies and listening to music. i love horror and action movies and a touch of drama movies. i stay away from romance movie. it turns me off. but if it's a rated xxx movies specially
in the asian area i love and die for it...eheheh...shame on me...being a sex addict...eheheh...just
kidding :P' and as for the music, i love all kinds of music but not all of it. i hate classic and country music. i stay away from rap music, except for some...i like the old school rap. but the kind of music i love and listened to alot is in the house and techno music. tiesto, paul van dyke,
paul oakenford, kleinnenburg, bt, corsten, sasha and i can some more which i won't list because there are too many of them which i bought and collected this past many years including my dvd
movies. i just like to listen to the beat and the way the dj mix it...low and high...and dance with it
...imagining with it...that i am in a club...on my way to work and home. and speaking of the dvd movies, i only buy the one's i like...and if the movie is so and so by the movie critics...i just rent it
and make a copy of it with my dvd burner. sometimes i make copies for my co-workers at work
that's only if they ask me. and as for dancing in the music, it's been many moons since i last wen to a club. i've been busy being a family man...taking care of my own family in a big way. besides
i don't drink and smoke anyway. i don't do it and won't do it. it's against my religion...eheheh...
maybe someday i'll go clubbing with my kids when they're grown-up na not in the stateside but
in ibiza in spain the number one hotspot party place to be in...equivalent to the spring break in daytona, florida. i'm gonna look funny partying with my kids...eheheh...i'll look like an old fogie
...eheheh...hanging around with them :P'
oh, well, i guess this is it na for me again. it's almost time for me to eat my dinner and watch my favorite cable tv show...the forensic files and cold case...it's my kind of show...eheheh...i can't
blame myself for being too morbid...out of this world...and mad loike hell...eheheh.
before i log-off from blogging, i have another article from vice magazine about a brand of food they wrote about that i want to share with you guys...

krusteaz muffins

with due respect to the people at continental
mills, when we think of krusteaz we think of crusty
punks and when we think of crusty punks we think
of dick cheese.

...eheheh...with a big bulch and a yakkkkk...i guess this is it na for me. i'll see ya all again later
...sleep tight...wake-up...and i'll shall return :P'

just a joke

i'm not making fun of the opposite sex...just having one of 'em impish habit...poke and pun...
doing the dew...eheheh...hope i don't offend the female folks out there at the web...here's how the joke goes: why are women amazing?

they give milk without eating hay, they bleed without
getting cut, and they bury bones without digging holes....

eheheheh...slap me five...slap me to the right...slap me to the left...eheheh...i think it's funny and
true in a big way about all the women amazing. hey, if you ask me if how it feels like to be in their same position. i don't want to. it's not fun being a women especially having the pmsing...
the monthly visitor...but most of all having a baby...it's like trying to get a watermelon out of a nose...especially after watching my love of my life have five of my kids...three boys and two girls
...through natural birth...she convinced me it's not fun being a woman. but then from time to time it's fun making fun of the opposite sex.

speaking of my girlfriends booty potato chips that i mentioned in my past blog. i'm still thinking
of trying it...see how it taste like. for some reason that potato chip brand is not in the open at my local supermarket...where you can see it in a jippy...it's well hidden...and the only way you can find it is by accident. i'm surprise no conservative backwood parents complained about the potato chip brand having that kind of name.

speaking of a brand...i read another interesting article that i read in the vice magazine (a magazine that mentioned about in my previous blog) that they the author wrote about...
the brand name is PIMPLEX medicated soap...dear girls, do not use this. we like a few zits. it makes you more human. i mean, outside of a severe pizza face there is nothing hotter than a few
sad imperfections--even in your ass...eheheheh :P'

it's kinda funny...what can i say...nobody is perfect...in the opposite sex...some woman are pretty
...some are ugly...some have big tits...but no arse...some have big arse...but no tits...flat as an aircraft carrier...some are just plain ugly with bony arse and big thighs...ehehehe....crazy old me
...for one thing i give them sisters (black women) credit...they are always born with very big round booty's...kinda fantasized about them lately...shame on me :P'

and speaking of a magazine...vice magazine being one of my favorite magazine...i also like the penthouse letters, playboy, maxim, fhm, and stuff. but my favorite one is the philippine fhm
magazine. i love 'em beautiful filipina women in that magazine. too young for me. i'm old enough to be their father. can't touch 'em or else my old lady will give me the italian necktie...eheheh...
hey where are they when i was growing-up over here in the stateside?...grew-up with ugly one's
over here...eheheheh.

kinda wandering why i'm writing my blog this way, huh?...kinda bored to death. already finished
doing my padre de pamilya chores. so, here i am typing this blog in a non-sense way. this is how
i am. sometimes i'm funny...serious...or just plain happy go lucky...it's in my ab + blood type
personality. before i blog, i normally check my e-mail box first...deleting all the junk e-mail
they sent to me...whoever they are out in the web...check other people's blog...the ones that i like to read and leave a simple comment on simple article they blog about. they are mostly from the old country of mine (philippines). sorry, i won't mention their blog sites. after i do this...i am
downloading faces of death pictures from the website OGRISH...as i said i'm kinda morbid...
eheheh...if you can handle life...you can handle the website OGRISH...it's pictures of people around the world dying in a horrific way...bloody and gross...yak...hey, i recommend it and after
hanging around the ogrish website...i go to the xnews...downloading beautiful erotic naked women...from all different walks of life...having sex or just plain naked in different positions...
this is the reason why having three 200 gig external hardrive is very handy for me. those people
who is uploading all this pictures sure have alot of time in their hands. they're not even making
money doing this. i don't even consider it spam. sex fiend or no sex fiend...it's just their hobby.
the one thing i notice about this...is that you have those money hungry people who downloads this pictures and turn around and sell it to an individual who doesn't know anything by making
him join one 'em them web xxx rated sites just to see these pictures. what a sap. what can i say this is america...somebody is always trying to make money off from somebody. only a fool can be fooled...eheheh.

and how did my day went at my work?...smooth like an operator. didn't do that much work other than just answered the phone and assist the outside phone techs in repairing the customer
phone lines. i brought my notebook computer at work and watched dvd movies. i watched the unrated curse...which is not bad...gotta have my horror movie...the hostage...which is not bad at all...eventhough bruce willis is getting old for being in action movies...the jacket...a totally weird
movie...but i love it...the kids...this one is really radical...i like that one kid in that move...he loves
being a smooth operator...pick-up lines...just to get inside 'em young virgin pants...and devirginized 'em...glad i didn't grew-up like 'em kids in the statesides...fiction or non-fiction...and i also watched some dvd music concert...like the likes of metallica, nine inch nails, u2, evanescence, radiohead, matchbox, tiesto and coldplay (which is my favorite band). kinda funny
i sure had alot of time in my hand watching all this movies...eheheh...shame on me...hope our new very young white woman fresh from college boss don't find out about it...eheheh...for some
reason i'm getting a crush on her. she's not bad all. not so pretty. not so ugly. just in-between.
just tall and sexy in some way...ohohoh...a big shame on me...eheheh. speaking of the movies...
my all time favorite is still donnie darko, dark city and requiem for a dream. check 'em out...
they're not a bad movie at all.

i guess this is it na for me. i think i blogged too much that i run out of things to say. i don't think so. actually my stomach is growling like a lion and i gotta eat my dinner na. i got so much to blog about but i'm saving it for tomorrow...and there is always tomorrow and tomorrow. i'll see ya all
again later on...or the next day...good-night and good-morning to everyone out in the web...
don't let the bedbugs bite you all or the roosters wake-you-up all...eheheh...sayonara...nighty-
nite :P'.

psssst...

sorry, it's been a week since i last blog and updated my blog site. i've been busy lately at my work and doing my father thing (household chores) when get home from work. tired body...
tired soul...tired mind...what more can i say? just last week i had a six day work schedule only to get sunday off and back to work again the next day. it's the only day i can relax and catch-up with my sleep. at least this week will be only a four day work week for me. this coming friday will be my first day of my vacation. i'm taking a whole week of vacation next week. i'm human and i needed it just to get away from my work and spend some quality time with my love one and broods. relaxation and rehabilitation.
nothing much is going on at my work other than the usual stuff...making the customers happy as long as their phone lines and dedicated service line is working 24 hours a day...at their home or at their business...gotta have their internet...the life of the uploading and downloading webaholic
thing. i've installed and disconnected alot of phone lines for the last 12 years...and i've lost count of it. i can even do it in my sleep...eheheh. i think i've worked on over 12,000 phone lines in one year, that's including the collo lines, pergain lines, data lines and dsl lines. this is the reason why i have alot of nicks and cuts in both of my hands. permanent scars...wahhhh. this week will be a mellow week for me. i'll be in the basement of the main central office answering the phone and
working with the outside techs trying to fix the phone line at the main hub. folks i hope this explanation of my job title doesn't bore you all to death. it's the life of a network operations tech working with one of the main telephone company in the state sides.
before i leave and post this blog i just want to type a very interesting article that i read in a magazine titled "vice" picked-up from the rasputen record store every month when i buy a used
music cd or movie and music dvd. it's free and the article they write is very funny and out of this world. from time to time i'll add some article in my blog.
this one article is about "JESUS CHRIST"
here's some fun facts about Jesus.

1. the majority of Koreans are Christian and they
spend every Sunday praying to a white guy

2. Koreans worship a white guy because another
white guy named MacArthur rescued them from
the North.

3. He only did it because he had a mistress there
named "Dimples."

4. Black people don't like praying to a white guy so
they say Jesus was black.

5. The bible never got into race because they
don't want to turn anyone off.

6. The Bible does make it clear that Jesus was
hideous. Isaiah 52:14 says, "his appearance
was so disfigured beyond that of any man and
his form marred beyond human likeness."

this short article about Jesus Christ is kinda puny with a heart of darkness. i hope i didn't offend
anybody out there in the web or world who is religious. didn't write this article...just want to share it in a humor kinda way. i bet you folks never heard of a potato chip brand named "my
girlfriend's booty"...hahahah...one of my son saw it at our local supermarket while he was with me doing my shopping chore. i wonder how it taste. i'm getting one of them dirty thoughts again
...eheheh...from my past...when i was having fun with my ex-girlfriends...in my growing years
...the pain of puberty stage :P'
i guess this is it na for me folks. time for me to eat my dinner...relax...catch some zzzzzz's...before
i go back to my dreaded work again tomorrow morning. see ya all later folks :P'

only me

it's monday...i'm off today...but have to work this coming saturday...because it's my turn to work
this weekend...wahhh :(...this is part of working with a telephone company...besides that we have to keep 'em phone lines working and make the customer happy...they're paying my paycheck...eheheh...just stop-by to blog this simple blog before i hit the sack...just got around in editing my blog...still not finish and satisfied with it...i'll probably change it again in the future...
i guess this is it na for now again...see ya all folks again later on...good-night...and don't let the bedbugs bite ya...where you don't want them to bite ya...eheheh...blood sucking brady bunch...
eheheh...adios...sayonara :P'

just a little prayer

feeling religious today in this very wonderful father's day...our day is almost winding down over
here in the stateside...the evening is creeping slowly in the bay area...and at the same time the
fog is blankenting my tiny city...everything went fine with me today...get to spend it with my very lovely family...my love of my life...and of course with my children...also had a chance to visit
my grandfather and grandmother at the cemetery...aka my loving father and mother :)...before
i log-off from the web...i just want to say a simple saying about God...i know some people are not
religious...sorry about it...i grew-up in a catholic household...went to catholic boys school...
grammer and highschool...all my life...didn't like it...but enjoyed it in a very long way...i guess this is it na for me for the evening...take care everybody out there in the world.

How do i live in God's presence? How do i detect his unseen hand on my shoulder and his
inaudible voice in my ear?...How can you and i grow familiar with the voice of God? Here
are a few ideas:

Give God your working thoughts. Before you face
the day, face the Father. Before you step out of bed,
step into his presence.

Give God your waiting thoughts. Spend time
with him in silence.

Give God your whispering thoughts...imagine
considering every moment as a potential time of
communion with God.

Give God your waning thoughts. At the end of
the day, let your mind settle on him. Conclude the
day as you begun it: talking to God.

eleven days later

it's been eleven days since i last posted a blog...everything is fine na with me over here in the stateside...my cold and cough went away...still have a little bit of cough...still lingering in my system...or body...overall i'm doing mighty dandy fine, folks...as you know it's padre de familya
today...in another word father's day today over here in the stateside...our turn...in the other side of the world it's already over na...a big Happy Father's Day :P'...to everyone out there in the world and in the web...including to all the grandfathers...fathers that never knew their fathers...
fathers that never met their children...all the children that grew-up not knowing who their father...and last of all to my grandfather who raised me as a son...and to my father who i knew
but never close to in my growing years...only to be treated like a brother.
today i don't know what i am going to do...maybe i'll just hang around the house and be a couch
potato...eat and be merry...and stuff myself like a baboy...or pig...eheheh...i don't know what my love of my life and children want to do today...eighter stay home or go out in the world to explore...me and my family always do the activities the last minute...spur of the moment...when
we are all in the groove...we're probably end-up going out...it's father's day...may as well enjoy
this day...especially the dreary cool weather...besides i have to visit my grandpa at the holy
cross cemetery...just to tell him a simple "Happy Father's Day".
i guess this is it na for me in this simple father's day...i'll be back again...for the meantime...adios
and enjoy life out theren folks :P'

Pray in the Spirit at all times
with all kinds of prayers, asking
for everything you need.

Ephessians 6:18

why worry?

i've been feeling under the weather and lousy this past couple of days...little by little i am getting
well...and my pain in the neck cough is going away...but i'm still have a lingering cough attack...
here and there...not as bad as it was before...when i was about to cough my brains out...eheheh
...looks like after drinking a whole bottle in a half of vicks dayquil...it really worked...eventhough
it tasted nasty...and made my stomach growled like a volcano...grrrrrr...it sounded like a car transmission that is about to go kaput :P'...at least i'm still alive :)'
nothing much is going on with me over here in the stateside...other than just blogging this very short blog...before i park myself in front my television...have my dinner...and melt on my couch
like a kentucky molasses...that's after i do my padre de pamilya chores.
before i log-off and go on my merry way...i just want to type this simple saying titled : "why worry?" that i written in one of my memo notebook...i don't know who the author is...it's for
all the people that is worried being sick...hope everyone out there likes it :).

WHY WORRY?

There are only two things to worry about;
Either you are well or you are sick.

If you are well, then there is nothing to worry
about;

But if you are sick, there are only two things
to worry about;

Whether you will get well, or whether you will
die.

If you get well there is nothing to worry about;

But if you die, there are only two things to
worry about;

Whether you go to heaven or hell.

If you go to heaven, there is nothing to worry
about;

And if you go to hell you'll be so busy shaking
hands with old friends, you won't have time to
worry.

doesn't this simple saying make sense?...that's why i'm not worried about being sick...eheheh...
i guess this is it na for me for the evening...i'll get in touch with you guys again soon...hey...
hip...hip....hooray...it's friday again for me tomorrow...can't wait for the weekend...too bad it's
not payday for me :(...see ya all soon...adios...and may the dark force be with you all :P'

i'm still here

haven't blog for a while..last time i did it was many moons ago...i've been feeling under the weather lately...in another word i got this nasty cold...a pesty cough...aching body...blank
mind...and a very busy life at home and work...hopefully i should get well soon..especially
after drinking medicine after medicine...and it's making me feel like i am a walking medicine
cabinet...eheheh...i think i caught my cold from one of my kids...you know how kids are...
everytime they come back from school...they are always bringing home exotic desease from
their school...hopefully i should be okay in a couple of days...whichever come first...the vicks
dayquil kills me...or cures me...eheheh...and i'll start blogging again daily...i still need to edit
my profile...feel in the blanks...joke around...be nosy...just be plain crazy :P'...i guess this is it
na again for the day...gotta mosy on along...in another word my break is over...and i gotta go back to work...see ya all later :P'.

sooory...

didn't have time to blog this past couple days...kinda busy lately...at my work...at home doing the familya de padre thing...erands...chores...cruising the internet...hanging around the xnews...
burning music...ripping dvd's and music dvd's...including all the movie dvd soundtracks...feels like being a busy bee buzzing from one flower to another...getting one them dirty itsy thoughts
again...eheheh... :P' ...before i go on...just want to say a very simple "happy morning"...and "good
evening"...to everyone in the net...whichever part of the world you belong to...nothing much is going on for me over here in the city by the bay...san francisco...just waiting...having coffee...and
a doughnut...getting fat... getting rich in cholesterol...sitting in front my computer at work...
before i start my work...and then just burn everything off...getting my exercise...stress...
headache...figuring out how to repair a telephone line...in abaout a minute i am going to log out na
...i guess this is it na for me for today...maybe...when i guess the chance again later on...i'll probably blog again...at work...or at home...adios...and have a nice day to everyone out there...
smile :)' ...it's just another day in the neighborhood :P'