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Monday, May 30, 2005

memorial day

good afteroon and early morning to everyone in the net and the world. Today is memorial day over here in the stateside...first holiday of the summer...time to spend time with the family or friends...in the park...camping...amusement park...barbercuing at home...being a couch potato in front of the television...catching-up with sleep...or just plain getting drunk...but most of all today is a simple quiet celebration for all the fallen heroes and soldiers that died in the past and present conflicts that the u.s. participated with...GodBless all their souls...and may their soul be at rest in the Kingdom of God.
as for my day today...like yesterday...me and my family didn't do much alot...other than just went to a cruise...or drive through el camino st...ending-up in san jose...just to turn around and go back to daly city the opposite direction...boring isn't it?...gave me some time to spend some quality time my old lovely lady and children. Today we just went to serramonte mall...the local
mall in daly city...to do some shopping...buy some things we need for home...in another word
another way of spending the $$$$ the greenbacks. After this here i am in front of my notebook
blogging away this simple blog, after barbercuing some chicken thighs for lunch or maybe dinner. Also today is my third day of my four day weekend. Don't need to go back to work until
wednesday. Which i am thankful about it. I'm not excited going back to work this coming wednesday...coz i know it's going to be a very busy day for me...eventhough it's a very short week for me...at least it's a payday week for me again :P'
I guess this is it na for me in a very quiet relaxing memorial day...hope everyone in the net and
world is enjoying this day in a most subtle way. I'll see all of you again soon. Adios..and enjoy life
in the best of way :P'...

"this is the way the world ends
this is the way the world ends
this is the way the world ends
not with a bang but with a whimper".

-t.s. elliot-

Sunday, May 29, 2005

sunday morning

good morning to everyone in the net and the world...it's sunday morning over here in the stateside...in a city named daly city...where i live at...where it is always foggy and gloomy...even
if it's in the middle of the summer...always chilly and cold...in the morning...i'm always getting
cold feet...especially when it's time to go to work...like staying under the blanket...to stay warm
and cozy...but then i'm kinda a cold kind of person...i like it cold other than hot and humid...i grew-up over here and got use to this kind of weather...makes me feel like an eskimo...eheheh
...it's already sunday over...and here i am blogging again...got time in my hands before i take my family out to cruise in a sunday afternoon...just got back from a doughnut place to get me cup of coffee...an apple turnover...and a breakfast jack from jack in the box...and then almost hit a muni
bus...because i run the red light...shame on me...didn't even notice the signal light in my side turned red...and the bus had the right of way...got an earful of roaring horn...luckily there was
no cop round...or else i'll get a big fat ticket...and there goes my perfect driving record...my cheap monthly car insurance...next time i'll be more cautious and mindful when i drive...my mind kinda drifted somewhere...in another word i didn't pay attention to my driving...bad...bad
bad...old me...i'm having a very long weekend over here...more quality time with my family...
because monday is a holiday over here...memorial day...to keep an observance for all the us
soldiers that died in the past war and present war that the u.s. participated or engaged with another country...i pray for them all...myself being a u.s. veteran...i am proud to be one of them
...and to make my weekend longer...i requested and took tuesday as a vacation day...an extension...to make my weekend longer...to rest my mind and soul...still don't know where my
lovely lady...and broods wants to go today...still waiting for them to wake-up from their late
night of staying-up late...thinking about going to the the greatmall at milpitas...the only bad thing about it's just a very log drive for me...my lovely lady is kinda scared of driving very long distance...that's why i do the driving...do the dew...eheheh...sorry na lang if i didn't blog this past couple of days...i was kinda bad busy tinkering with my computer...and hanging around the xnews or news group...plus to add to this...i found an interesting website titled "ogrish"...death
site is what i call...video and pictures of dead people...ay naku...pretty disgusting...bloody...not
for the soft hearted souls...won't have the appetite to eat after you go through it...or see the news video or news pictures...very colorful...i'm kinda used to it...been through war...and you can say...i'm kinda morbid...heart of darkness...eheheh...i guess this is it na for me...i'll see ya all guys
later on...i'll be baaaack...but before i go...i just want to say a simple "GodBless" to everyone out there...to the none and religious at heart :P'

Thursday, May 26, 2005

grrrrrr...

grrrrr....good morning and evening everybody in the net...and the world...and to God...i'm back to work again...blogging...for a minute...before i start my work...don't want to be at work...but
i have to...or else there won't be food in the table for my family...or broods...eheheh...today is normally a bad day for me...or should i say thursday is always a bad day for me...hopefully
today will go smoothly with no problem for me at my work...and at home...it's going to be another hot day in the bay area again...at the financial district where i work at...can't complain much about it...summer is here again...and the winter feelings are gone...after drinking my hot coffee...eating my apple turnover...i'll be ready to work again...like a tanzmanian devil...in the
indy 500...i guess this is it na for me again for this morning...time to go...and work...fun is over
for me for now...adios to everybody...see ya all later :P'

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

tired

good evening and good morning to everyone in the net world...sorry for not blogging this past couple of days...i was kinda busy at my work...doing my work...busy at home...doing my family
thing...chores...and busy with my computer...bruising thru the net...and trying...frigging...how
to install a software...titled..."xnews"...a newsgroup...with lots of interesting subjects...pictures...
video's...music...info...etc...etc...etc...that people post or upload...with lots of time in their hands...
just figured it out how to install it and to make it work through windows...after i've unistall and install it...i've lost count of it...until i finally figured out the missing link...the words for the news server name has to be in capital letters...my co-worker from another department forgot to tell
me about it...i'm going to rag on him tomorrow when i get to work...like a woman on otr...eheheh
...well, anyway, when it finally work for me...it automatically downloaded all the newsgroup...
75,500 of them...more info...toy...and adventure for me in the net :P'...took some time-off from
it...just to put something in my blog...it gets to addicted doing it...or else i'll end-up getting chinese eyes...eheheh...as for my today...how my wednesday treated me...rough...very rough...
not at home...but at work...i had a very busy day...seems like my co-worker...a female...who is
working at the fccf desk for the week...who is in charge of pulling out the work...and loading the works to us...was loading me up to the ass...kinda sadistic in a way...but i managed to finish it all
before my eight hour shift is over...tired and panting like a dog :P'...after connecting and disconnecting...repairing...rechecks...shorts...open...superswing...rerun phone lines...pots...dsl...
dial-up...collo...coms...do a christmas light check...i don't want to see...or even pick-up a
telephone to use it or when it's ringing...darn don't even use my cell phone that much...coz at my work there is alot of phone lines i can use...and sometimes i hate using the computer at my home
...coz i use it all day at my work...i know i'm being a bitch...i shouldn't be complaining about my
work...for i'm lucky enough to have a very wonderful paying job...and there alot of people in this world that don't have a job...and starving to death...and do anything...just to get a job...i always
thank God...for everything that he has given me and my loving family :)...nothing much is going
on with me in this lovely warm wednesday evening...other than just blogging...relaxing my
body...and brainstorming...before i hit the sack...and get ready for work again tomorrow :('...
guess this is it na for me...for the evening...ready to catch the zzzzzzzz's again...adios...and
i'll be back...i'll be back...fun is fun...done is done...nobody lives forever...everybody shine on :)'

Monday, May 23, 2005

monday:{

good morning...today is the first day of the work for me...another blue monday for me at work...
eheheh...i'll just want to make a short blog today...i'm kinda busy today at work...hope everything is fine with all you gals and guys out there in the world...gonna spank the monkey...and go to heaven...after i finish my eight hours at work...i guess this is it na for now...
gotta go out now...fix them telephone lines...adios :P'

Saturday, May 21, 2005

saturday night

good evening ladies and gentlemen...or should i say folks...it's 9:20 pm in a quiet saturday evening...pacific standard time...usa side of the world...nothing much is going on with me over here...other than putting some thoughts in my short blog of the day...i'm bored to dead...just finish cruising in the net world...or the sith side of the world...eheheh...actually all i did today is my daily chore...do the laundry...wash the my van...take my lovely live-in partner and my children...cruising to the bruising in the bay area...under a lovely sunny day...giving us the hint that it's going to be a long hot summer for us folks over here...after the days event that's been accomplished by me...right when we got home...i started burning a copy of the movie hero and the flying dagger in a dvd for my co-worker at work who requested for it...i still have one more
movie to burn for another co-worker titled ...girl...i'll never forget that ass...eheheh...a triple
x-rated...sisters with big booties...my co-worker gets-off with this kind of movie...he likes
them black chicks with big asses...his secret fantasy...after being married for 40 years...i'll probably burn the copy after i finish this blog...and speaking of the blog...i still don't have the faintest idea what i am blogging about...bloody way of getting in this kind of situation...i guess this is it for now for the evening...maybe...i might stop-by before i log-off...that's if i don't fall asleep...and sleep the night away...good-night na folks...it's time for to go on...on and on...more...
more...one on one...eheheh...adios :P'

Friday, May 20, 2005

brainstorming

just resting for a few minutes from my work...relaxing my brains and body...before i start sweating...acting like a tazmania devil...running...and terminating jumpers...at the right office
equiptment...for the new phone service...for the new customers...day by day...which it's not
a fun job to do...is there any ending in this same insane work i do everyday...awwwwww...
hoping i win the lotto someday...eheheh...well, gotta sign-off na...time to eat my lunch na...
a 15 inch juicy philly sandwich...with onion rings...hahaha...gonna stuff myself...like a pig...
see ya later again...adios :).

tgif

thank-gawd it's friday na...it's payday...$$$$...time to relax at my work...like a sunday afternoon
...no care in the world...even installing...or fixing...da customer telephone lines...hell...i work with
this telephone company...and last night it took me a long time...tick...tick...tick...while listening to
some dentist music in the phone...waiting for somebody in the other end to pick-up the phone...
just to ask a tech question...why i couldn't log in the internet last night...only to be answered by
a guy name randy from india...mmm first time i heard an indian guy by the name of randy...with
thick indian accent...hehehe...he could be ghandi for i care...very friendly...but talks like a ROBOT...with a scripted card in front of him to read...well, anyway, the internet was down last night...only to be back in service the next day...now i know how it feels like to be a customer...
being given the round around...like a dog chasing his tail...and i'm a an employee working for the
same telephone company...what a mad world...i guess this is it na for now for the morning...it's
time to be bush tail...wide eye...and start doing my work...or else my boss will be after my arse...
adios..see ya again later on.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

sneaking away

i have only a few minutes before i start my work...just enough to blog...something off the wall...
while everyone at work is walking around like a zombie...trying to wake-up from their dreamy
state of mind...while our work radio is in full blast...playing the coldplay concert...this is going to
be one of them strange days at my work...the dark side...under the sith shadow...do i dare...
do i dare...disconnect a customer dsl line...while he is on line...ooops...getting bored again over
here at my work...it's going to be another slow day for me...at least it's payday again...dead
president...for everyone at my work...i guess this is it na for me for now...i know i didn't make
any sense writing this blog...just feel like blogging...see ya all again later :P'

back to work

just got to work 15 minutes ago...just want to say good morning to everyone in this mad world...
to the lightside...and darkside...of the earth..before i start doing my insane work...for a greedy
company...making money-off from lost souls :P...time to go to work...and be lost again...see ya
all later again...adios.

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

first day

well, today, will the first time i'm going to post in this blog. it's like doing something for the first time...hehehe...just having one of them dirty thoughts :P. today is kinda slow at my work.
time is going by like a dripping honey. to make things worst for today, is that it's raining
and it s#%k, like a cold french coffee and to add to that, it's bloody humid inside our building floor, because the company turned-off the ventilation, after the office department we were sharing moved to another city and they want to save some money and don't care about us
twelve employees dying of heatstroke...hehehe...i'm still alive...hoorah...i'm glad it's humpday
today and payday is just around the corner again, more money to spend again on dvd's, more in the cd'sprobably, a little bit of alternative music, but mostly techno music and a little bit of house music, that's after i take care of my bills :{...i guess this is it for me for now. i have to check
if there is any work i have to do before i go home. mingle with my co-workers for a while and
then be in my donnie darko state of mind :P...be hearing from me again soon...adios :).